Bad Books - I Begged You Everything

So what was I supposed to do,
Just keep on trying through sleepless nights?
Fuck am I supposed to choose?
‘Cause I begged you everything, everything.
I can remember wishing that the season had lasted a little longer
It don’t, and we die
If not me, then to my pride
If not now, then tonight
If not then, we just might give up trying